The Year of ME

Hey there bloggers,

I wanted to share some new and interesting movements I am partaking in. I am challenging myself, for one full year, to focus entirely on self healing and self improvement. I am working on the healing the deepest most inner hurt and pain and turning all that negativity away for good. I am learning and working on accepting and giving off positive energy at all times.

After a recent heartbreaking event in my life, I started to evaluate the situation in its entirety. Then I came to a point where I just threw my hands up and said, "I'm done." I have been on a search ever to find out exactly why I continue this pattern of failed relationships. Could I really be the problem or was it even deeper than I could have ever imagined? I was in search for some spiritual healing and knowledge.

After countless efforts on trying to find this understanding on my own, I came in contact with someone I'd like to call a spiritual healer aka. an angel:) She showed me that I had so much left over hurt and bottled up pain which I had never dealt with. I never took the time to fully heal from the big events that damaged me in some way, shape, form or fashion. She went on to explain to me that I had to heal from those events completely to be able to let all of the negativity go. I had to be able to let all of the bad thoughts, hurt, resentment, sadness, and anger GO! This takes a lot of work, focus and concentration. She taught me that it starts with the understanding that our creator/GOD has put me here for a purpose whether it be great or small. If you can accept GOD and his love, everything else will follow. Choose to do right, when everything around you tells you to do wrong. Choose to be the example or the leader instead of the problem or the follower. So, I made a choice for the first time in my life to make the RIGHT choice for me. I am taking time to heal and learn about ME. To explore parts of me that I never knew existed. I am also sharing my positive experiences and energy with others.

I'm on an amazing journey. Many people don't ever see the light until its too late. I choose to see the light and shine with it. I am making a change to love GOD and Myself first before I can love anyone else. I am doing it right this time.


Keep me in your prayers;)