It's me again..and I wanted to share a little something with you tonight. Now, I am not an expert on love, seeing as how I cannot seem to keep myself in a relationship. But I do know that I have found some peace with this thing called "love." It is my belief that love is an emotion and that you can fall in and out of it. The word Love is used too loosely. Love should really be respected and appreciated.
I can remember the first time I fell in love with a guy. It was magical. The loves that I have found in my life, have been such a roller coaster ride. I have listened to the saddest songs, watched the saddest movies, and cried my eyes out during both because of my many loves. I have reminisced on what would have, should have and could have been. I have had so much regret and shortly after started to form a bitterness within myself. Being young and inexperienced had alot to do with the mindset I was in.
Turning 30 years old was such a pivotal moment in my life. I finally feel like a grown woman who is responsible, independent and strong. I'm beginning to see that you really must enjoy life and enjoy love. I know it is so much easier said than done. The world that we live in have all these standards of what we should be and how we should feel about marriage, babies and life in general. I have come to the conclusion that you have to make the choice to believe in what YOU WANT to believe in.
So, my choice is to ENJOY LOVE! I want to enjoy every waking moment loving GOD, my daughter, my family and my best friends. I am going enjoy every hug and kiss I receive. I want to embrace others and see each moment as being precious. So I encourage you all to enjoy life and enjoy LOVE!:)
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